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Nov. 22nd, 2009 | 08:30 am

I WILL SHIP TO ANYWHERE BUT PLEASE BE AWARE THAT YOU PAY FOR SHIPPING. I look for the cheapest method of shipping for anyone I ship my things out too. But this normally means it will take longer to get to you! Please let me know what kind of shipping you will want. [Priority, first class, ect.]

My fiance and I are desperately scraping for cash. He is the only one working since I got laid off for the winter and we need the extra money for rent. ;_;

I'm selling all of my belongings; Consisting of mostly anime items at the moment, some clothes, ect. Below you will find what is bunched up in those pictures, and some extra's. If you do not agree with the prices !!!please make an offer!!!

++Some items listed below will have a note saying if you want it and you are a customer I will just give it to you. :p

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Thanks Giving.

Nov. 20th, 2009 | 09:06 am
location: Panera Breads
mood: anxious anxious
music: Anything holiday-e.

About two days ago while David and I were about to go to bed, We heard a knock at the door. He got up and opened the door only to see his Sister, Abby, holding a few hands of groceries... I was in bed trying to rest, then David came in after she had left going "Get dressed, We have about 100$ of thanks giving groceries to put away."
Holy shit, I'm like "What?"

Turns out, Davids mom had send money down to Abby and had her go buy us everything we needed for a huge thanksgiving feast as a Thanks giving present. I'm so moved. ;__; That was one of the sweetest things I have ever had happened to me. And was such a MAGICAL surprise! Literally. I was so stoked. ;_;

They're talking about flying us up to Washington state to spend Christmas with his parents. Ether way.. My Christmas with David is going to be the best most magical Christmas I've had in a long, long time. <333

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Donation button? Lol

Nov. 20th, 2009 | 08:55 am

After we get rent taken care of, all will be well! :]

Oh. I just learned how to do the donate button thing, So I'm giving it a shot. ANYTHING donated is going strictly to ether rent, my arts and crafts, Us moving and going to college, or my wedding in April 2011. I'm not begging for it by any means, nor do I expect much from it. :p However it's always worth a shot; And I'll be greatfully appreciative to anyone who donates. Much love. <3 [If anyone does, I can make you a charm or something for my appreaciation. <3]

So lately has been well. David is going on like three months since he stopped smoking. I'm so proud of him! We're both talking about working out. So far, ofcourse the only thing we've done is talk about it. Hahaha. But whateverrr.
We're spending lots of time together, which is the most heart warming thing ever. Right now he's currently bringing home the bacon and working as hard as he can almost full time at Target. He's working as a stock boy at night, and then in the afternoon he often pulls in shifts and hours at the built-in-Target StarBucks. He's such a good worker!!

Last week he was talking to me about how I shouldn't worry about a job right now, because with his job he'll be able to support us both [11.50an hr] and just concentrate on getting my GED. Get enrolled at the GED passport program at the college, ect, so we can make it to Savannah Georga to live with our very own girlfriend<3 so we can attend SCAD together. I'm so excited! David will be working on his associates degree, I think. I forget which degree he was talking about, exactly. I always get these things mixed up. ):
Then after we work out all our crap there, We're off to Japan! I couldn't be happier thinking about all this. Girlfriend is excited, too! <3

So, I agreed to this, But said I should still probably get a part time job with it. Any extra money is welcomed, and extremely helpful. Me not having a job is too much money lost.

Jesus FUCK I am so tired right now. ;__; p.s. What the hell? Why do I always end up writing books when I make journal entries? I've always had this habbit. It drives me crazy!
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Nov. 1st, 2009 | 12:15 pm
location: Borders
mood: happy happy
music: Celebrate/ Hahah, Borders music.

So I am going to use this time that I have un wisely! I would really like to submit my electronic journal sometime soon, and now seems like a OKay time. I'm updating for me, and no one else. I've always loved seeing all my old journals from back when I was like 15+ It's awesome to see how much I've changed, How I used to think, compared to how I am now and what goes through my mind now a days.
I often hear people saying to me "You haven't changed a bit since I first met you!" But I believe I have changed a lot. I view MANY things almost 99% differently now a days. It's amazing to me.

On that note, Since David had proposed to me on my birthday, I have been estatic about spending the rest of my life with him. It's the most wonderful feeling in the world to know that someone is as devoted to you, as you are to them. I can safely say I have never been happier than I am with him, And I have never felt this way before about anyone; No contest. I thank my last relationship for showing me what's real and what isn't; I thought I was in love back then, but I feel, and believe, that being as inexperienced and naieve as I was during that time, That what I was in love with was the idea of being in love. I say this, because when I say "I love you" to him, I feel it. Every time. Even when I'm upset with him. When ever we kiss, I feel it. No matter what, whenever I'm with him I'm just so happy. I truely feel like the luckiest girl in the world to be able to stand next to him, and claim as a couple. I didn't have all this in my last relationship. That's how I know what I have with David is real, and true. And that's what makes me happy, even in my most depressed moments. [This year has been a little bit crazy and stressful! ]x   ]
Hahah, I have been thinking about our wedding day every day lately. Literally. As we speak, I am sitting in Borders with a literal STACK of books from the "Wedding planning" area. And a GED book. Hahaha.

David and I have decided on a "Winter/ice/blue" theme wedding. But since I can't STAND being that cold, We're having our wedding in April. We're aiming for 2011, But we'll see.

I have pictures printed out of idea's on how to decorate our wedding. The ice theme is going to be absolutely beautiful~~~!<3
Absolutely NO idea where the wedding will take place, but it's probably going to be somewhere within driving distance of PC/B, If not actually in PC/B. We decided this because of my family. David's family is spread out ALL over the US, So it'd be hard to pick a "middle" area for everyone to get to. Most of my family is here in florida/pcb. I hope everything turns out well! But I imagine finding the perfect place for our wedding is going to be a draining process on me. Anyone who know's me know's how indecisive I am. It takes forever for me to even just order lunch or dinner at a restraunt!

I decided to design my own wedding dress. I'm going to neatly incorperate the highlights and meaningful points of mine, and some of David's, life into it. Descreatly ofcourse, As it has to stay with the theme of White/blue. We'll see how it turns out; I'll scan the sketches when I finish them. :]

I'm also designing the cake, with the same "incorperating our lives/winter" theme.

I haven't decided the whole "Brides mades" thing, and nether has David for his part. We have a while to go before it matters, But I know one thing for sure, As it stands, I really, really would love girlfriend [Pairou/Danii] to be my "Maid of Honner" I really do consider you to be one of my truest and best friend, Dani. Even though we've only physcially hung out once. But we've kept in touch for all these years! And supported eachother a lot, I think. We've already planned our lives together, Art, living in Japan, ect. I love and owe you a lot, David does too. And I can't think of anyone else better fit for the position. <3

So that's all that. :]

So Halloween came and went, It was fun!

I was supposed to dress as Sailor Venus, but I didn't finish it in time. Buu! It's my fault for being a procrastinator.

So instead I dressed up in some lolita bullshit and threw on my "Miku" wig. Everyone had something to say about it, haha. They loved it, and a LOT of people took my picture, with ethier just by myself, them, or their children. It was a lot of fun, I almost felt like I was at a anime convention, hahah. I had to work all Halloween, Which I thought woud suck, especially because I really wanted to go to "Zoo Boo" [A free Halloween event at Zoo world] but it wasn't bad at all; I got to stand outside almost all day/night giving ADORABLE children candy. 
After work David and I went home, watched a movie, which turned out not to be that bad, and then went to sleep.
On the down side, I'm offically jobless for the winter and need to find a new job ASAP. Shit! Now the tables have turned, and David is the one bringing home the bacon. Hahah!

Hah.. ;__;

Not much has happened except we now have room mates. They seem nice. I love their cat and Dog. I thought David did too, but I think he's starting to hate them now, which sucks. ):

We're strapped for cash until December, Which is when our room mated will be helping us with rent. Finally! We can save money!!

Girlfriend and I were wanting to plan to go to SCAD together in Savannah, I'm pretty sure she's planning to go in Febuary next year. I believe if I busted my ass, got my GED within the month, My Drivers licence and all that, sell almost EVERYTHING I own, save money, apply for a pelgrant or whatever [Girlfriend gave me a website with lots of things I could apply for for school] then we could both make it by Febuary to go with her. David says that's not practical, And about how he want's to go to school too, Which will be cheaper here at Gulf cost. Which I understand. I want so badly to be selfish about all this, but I can't. I have to think for us, not just me. Because I love him, and he loves me. On that note, That's what two people do when they are in love. David is still supportive of everything I want to do, and assured me we will get there; Just at a pace that will be best for both of us. I'll have to talk to girlfriend about this, seeing as she moves fast with goals in her life. xD More than anything I really want to live in Japan with her; At this rate, I wonder if maybe I'll have to skip SCAD all together and go to Japan with her when the time comes? I really hope it doesn't take me that long to get shit finished here, though. Ughh!

I'm not sure what else I have to report to my future self. :x And I really want to wrap this up so I can do more Wedding planning before David gets off work. Shit, I always type up books when I get the chance. It's a little annoying, even to myself. I can never get straight to the point! What kind of a trait is that?

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Oct. 30th, 2009 | 10:42 am
location: Broke!
mood: Sales!
music: Broke!

God, Please bare with me.

Rent is coming up and we're scraping for money right now, since I just got let off for the winter season at work. ;_;

So I'm selling my entire life away to pay for my current and future life. Here we go!

Let's see.. Where to begin..

Pictures of Everything listed below can be seen here: http://s796.photobucket.com/albums/yy246/UsakoBrii/

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Oct. 25th, 2009 | 04:16 pm

Everything in my life is pretty much~

~*+.P e R f E c T.+*~

P.s. We're having a winter theme'd wedding. :]

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L o v e L i f e W h i l e Y o u C a n

Sep. 6th, 2009 | 04:05 pm
location: Dreaming
mood: In Love
music: Koe - Fatal Frame III

So, Quick update. I had a miscarrage, which I never knew hurt, and ddSDFILJSDKFJNSDKN It hurt like hell. It was for the better, but I was a little upset. ): We had already decided to put it up for adoption and junk, haha. Oh well. Anyway!

September second came and went! [My birthday] I'm in denial about being an adult with an adult title, So I'm offically twenteen, and there's nothing you can do to change that. SUCK IT.

For the most part, my birthday was a little bit bland, As I assume the rest of them will be from this point on [Not being a kid. ;_; ] But heart warming since I got treated like a princess, and saw some family which was nice. And I have some extra pocket money for rent, hohoh~ <3

Still, all that in mind, this was my BEST birthday ever. Even better than the party with pony rides at my house that one year.
David surprised me with a heart-warming speech about how much he loved me, ect, then followed up with a beautiful diamond ring on his knees. <3 I couldn't be happier. At first I thought he was punking me, but he wasn't. ;_; I'm so happy. I couldn't think of anyone else in this world I'd rather spend the rest of my life with. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and will continue to be so. David, I love you more than anything this world has to offer. Here's to us. <3

AWA is fast approaching! [FatalFrameAnnouncerVoice] We're EXCITED. Pics later.
I love Fatal Frame. We're playing it again. :D [Obsessed. ;_;]

I had a dream about being in Japan last night. I wish I really was. ;_;

Breaks over! I took too long!

We're lookin' for a roomie mate. ;_; Ahh! Frustraiting!

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Jun. 22nd, 2009 | 10:21 am
location: Starbucks, FL
mood: Multichoice!
music: Some Starbucks junk

So if I can find a way there, I can go to OTAKONNNNNN. :D

But I need to find a way there. ;_;

Any tips, idea's, anything? IS ANYONE IN FLAWDA GOING? Who can pick me up on the way there?

Why am I asking LJ? D:
I don't think I even know any Florida friends on here, hahahah. [Danii, You don't count. YOU'RE IN JAPAN. D:<  <3 Miss you!!!]

But srsly, Any advice? ): Otakon is more than just a con now, It's a reunion with my bestie Joshie. D: [Ew, What'd I just call him?] We haven't seen eachother in a year. The saddness.


-B r  i i

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Jun. 21st, 2009 | 11:23 am
location: Starbucks, FL
music: Some CRAP.

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Emo Ai is sad. ;_;

May. 8th, 2009 | 11:29 pm
location: ♥With him. ♥
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: ♥Us♥

Hahahahahahahahaha Do you love it?

So yeah, My icon is emo, cause well, ACen is going on lyke RITE NAO. And I is not thurr. ;___;
My text is black, like my soul.


Enough of that!

But yeah, I'm pretty bumbed, but it's not too much of a biggie. Looks like David and I plan to hit it up next year, so it'll be chill. :] Right now we have METROcon to worry about! It's coming up fast and sdjfskjfnsdkfjnsdklfjnsdkfjn So much to doooo~!!!!

And AHHHH!!! I can't wait! It's like Middle/High school me is just having a joy gasam inside! Back when I was obsessed with Kagome I always had to cosplay alone, and never had a Inuyasha. ;_; But now I'm going to have a kick ass Inuyasha, and what's best, He's my lover.
:D I can't wait to get at his Tessaiga during the con, if ya know what I mean... ;D
Oh Gawd, I keed.
Or so I want you to think, HohohohSailorMoonLJiconhere. [Did anyone catch that?]

We were going to do Roy/Riza during the con too, But looks like that has to go on hold. ;_;

Today was a rockin' day. I got to work a morning shift, Andie picked David and me up and took us to my work at peir park [Huge ass shoping area type thing, lots of shit to do. Yay entertainment. :D] And I got to get my check on the way, AND Cash it, shit was so cash. David hung around Peir Park while I worked, We went on break together which was wonderful, and he got to chill with me and my managers for a bit here and there too, since we were pretty much dead today.[Again.] He went down to the Game Stop and we put Guilty Gear Blue Blaze for the PS3on reserve, and then we got Guilty Gear Accent Core +a new memory card. I love ittttt. Guilty Gear is aksjdnskadjnaksdj Fun.
I can't wait for Fatal Frame IV to come out in America, FFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

So I got some of my crap back from Michigan, Fucking FINALLY.

I wish he would have sent the other boxes first, But what ever. I atleast am ESTATIC that I got My Japanese coach back! I'll be getting a DSi here in the next couple of pay checks soon, So I'm EXCITED. I get a kick ass DSi and learn Japanese, dkadnaskdnaskdjnaskdn. THEN I'M OFF WITH DAVID TO BE WITH GIRLFRIEND AND HER BOYFRIEND AND LIVE HAPPILY IN KYOTO. :D No. Fucking. Joke.

I can't wait to get the rest of my boxes. ]: Four more to go!

I'm so tired. Tomorrow I got's work at ten~  Come home at four, then I have the rest of the day off, and a day off tomorrow~ Oh lordy, I'm excited!

Last night David and I stayed up all night talking. I love him more than anything, I don't even have words to explain how happy he makes me. I'm so lucky that everything has happened the way it has, and even more, I'm so lucky that I found love as pure as I did with him.

                                                                And now we're both off to sleep. I love you guys! :]



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